I do not know what to feel

So I am not sure if I should be happy or not. Chubs finally got over the cold she had now she is cutting 2 teeth which will bring her grand total to 8!! I am getting sick of getting bit. She also took 7 steps yesterday!! Following in her sisters footsteps she is walking at 9 months 2 weeks. And she slept in her own bed all night 2 nights in a row! I finally am making her go to sleep on her own so she cries for about 5 minutes and then is out. I am so sad to see my last baby get so big, they grow up too fast. But on the same note it is amazing to see them learn to walk and talk. She definately knows MAMA and DADA now, she will look between the two of us and say our names! It is just sad to see my last and only planned baby getting so big, but at least I still have early morning nurse and snuggle time. I love that time before anyone else is up she comes into bed with us and I nurse and snuggle. I still snuggle the big ones but it is not the same as a baby. :)

On a funny note, yesterday at dinner we were talking about hurricane Katrina. My brother's idiot girlfriends name is Katrina so Monkey was saying how she couldn't believe that they named a hurricane after her. Flyboy and I told her it wasn't after her, so Monkey thought about it and said well if I have a baby girl I think I will name her Katrina. So I said I thought you weren't going to have any babies (she got freaked out when she saw one of these baby story shows). She replied I said IF. So Apple Juice interjects with I want a baby and I want to be grown. I pulled her into my lap and said No you want to be my little girl forever and she crawled off my lap and said No and gave me a look to kill.

So my oldest wants to live at home forever and the other two are growing up too fast!! Well I am off to have a depressing day, no I will make the best of it. Supermom and I are going to take the triplets and Chubs to this waterpark downtown then tonight she and I are going out!! She deserves it, me I have been partying a lot on the weekends, but hey would can say no to being away from hubbys and kids!! I am broke so it is whatever we can do for $5 that I am borrowing from Monkey. I get paid today so I will go and get her money after I take them to school.
Well off to start my morning...