18 weeks

So yesterday I hit 18 weeks and I still cannot believe it. I have been feeling like crap this week and honestly it scares me. I am so afraid of having preeclampsia again. Also if I got it this early there really wouldn't be much to do except wait and see. I took my BP at Walmart the other day and it is was 120/90 so that is good as long as it stays there I am good. I really think I just did too much last week and it is catching up to me also family drama is getting to me. I don't understand how I can be over 1000 miles away and they all still get to me, grr. On another note the downstairs is completely painted and I got some more accomplished in the backyard so hopefully I can get a garden growing soon. So I spent yesterday doing nothing and it felt nice, recooping from being stupid on Wednesday and going to the zoo in the morning and doing 4 hours of yard work in the afternoon to coming in to clean up the house. I feel much better now aside from being awake in the middle of the night for no reason. Oh well I am off to bed now maybe I can fight myself back to sleep.