Rainbow Promises

02 February 2006

Happy Groundhog day!!

It's icky so no shadow seeing today at least here in Florida I guess in PA he saw his shadow so 6 more weeks of a mild winter!
I usually love icky days, but today all I want to do is crawl back in bed but with heartburn I have it would be pointless! I should hear Flyboys voice tonight and my day should get better. I even ruined my girls day because I took so long to get my butt out of bed they were both late to school, when they were up and ready on time. My dad was up but didn't know where Apple Juices school was so instead of asking me he just let me lay in bed until the girls were late! GRRR... I am so done with my parents Saturday is not coming soon enough. Then after getting the girls off to school I ran to Wal-mart to look for a dress than my sis wants Apple Juice to wear as her flower girl. First off I have Chubs with me because my mom was still in bed and my dad didn't volunteer to watch her so I took her with. Well Chubs hates shopping so the trip is already horrible then I cannot find this dress (go fig my sis found it in Michigan!). All the dresses I see at Walmart are not anything I would buy for my girls to wear to a wedding let alone to stand up in one! I tell my sis this and she kinda gets upset with me, sorry I would rather get a dress from the Place or somewhere online and spend the extra $15 more than walmart for a nice dress, but she is having a not quite 2 year old be the other flowergirl and her mom doesn't want to spend the money, but this same woman (the mom) wants me to spent $70 on a maternity dress to match her bridesmaid dress. Originally my sis wanted chubs and this other baby and I told her she was on crack to have 2 kids under 2 even attempt to walk down an aisle. So our dilemma is finding matching dresses in a 2T and a 5/6.
My mom is driving me up the wall and back usually she has her daily fights with Crazy (my older sis, not the one getting married) so I guess she is making up for it with me. She is finding the dumbest things to bate me with and being preggo and slightly depressed I am falling for it everytime. Then I just get mad at myself I have been going through this for years with her. She is a bi-polar alcoholic and refuses help and it drives me insane, oh and she is ALWAYS right. All she can talk about is coming back out in July, honestly I don't know if I can put up with her for a month. I know I will need help but I just don't want hers I guess, plus my kids don't like her in a whole weeks time Chubs won't even sit next to her on the couch but will crawl into my dad's lap and give him hugs and kisses. My mom was alright when she came to San Diego when Chubs was born but one of my bros came also and Flyboy was there and had just got back so I was on cloud 9. I honestly think we will kill each other being together for a month with no one here. Honestly I don't know anyone else and most all my friends here have their own kids so I would feel awful putting my 3 kiddoes onto someone else for the couple days I would be in the hospital. I suppose I will grin and bear it.
I have to officially put these jeans up after today, finally at 15 weeks I am outgrowing my smallest of all my jeans, I cannot believe I made it this long! I am still fine in most all the others, this shirt keeps popping up showing my budda belly it is still smaller than Chubs, but I know not for long! I am just waiting for damn radiology to contact me so I can schedule my Ultrasound I am really curious to know only so I can paint the pink flowers in Chubs room she has yellow walls right now and I won't make it girlier until I know for sure even though I am 99% sure already!

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