Worst mommy award...

Goes right here! Man I am done with Monkey I actually got a call from her teacher yesterday about how horrible she has been. The teacher did say that she is not the only kid and it is the impending summer, but still I was so embrassed. I have had nothing but issues with her at home I just figured she was excited about trip, scared about her Dad leaving and happy about the baby. I know I am in a weird place emotionally right now, I just figured everything was okay since our last session with Ira this past week was awesome and Monkey really talked about what was going on. I dunno what I am going to do with her. Love her and be here for her, but right now I want to hang her by her toenails.
Than AJ is being so whiny and clingy it is driving me insane. She has a cough which has been keeping her up a little at night so I have given her cough syrup but she still is just so not AJ. Yesterday she did have me laughing, I was making German potato salad and when I told her this she said Eww I hate Germans! Flyboy and I had a good laugh about that.
Chubs is good but I caught Monkey in her crib twice this week sleeping with her. Now this crib I got from a friend in San Diego and Chubs is the fourth child to use it not to mention it has done 2 cross country moves so it is on it's last leg and the one side that moves is getting a little lose. Well Monkey almost broke it climbing out one morning, so I decided to just take it off and let Chubs use the crib as a toddler bed. I am hoping to use this crib thru the next baby. Well Chubs was super excited she loved that she could get in and out of her bed, she went to sleep without any complaints yesterday. So around 11:30 she fell out of the crib and so Flyboy put her in the full sized bed in her room (now this bed is about twice as high off the ground as the crib, about to my mid-thigh). I dunno why he did this at 5am she fell off that bed in between the wall and the bed and somehow cut up her face pretty good. It is a good thing I just planned on packing and getting the house ready for us to be gone all week because honestly I am very embrassed by her face right now. It looks like I pushed her down the stairs! Poor kid I guess I will put the side back on her crib hopefully this all heals in the next week so I am not getting grief from my family. The worst thing about it is the big girls FINALLY finished cleaning their room so we were all going to go swimming today but I am thinking the chlorine will not feel to good on poor Chubs face. Oh well just another thing to add to my list on my bad mommy award!