I survived

So the trip to Atlanta sucked and the trip home sucked worse, but seeing everyone was cool. Flyboy and his bros hadn't been in the same spot in over 2 years. His middle bro just got out of the Army and lives in Texas and his other bro lives in Michigan. So we went to visit their Dad in Atlanta. Flyboys aunt and uncle live about 2 blocks from my father-in-law (who lives with his mother, so grandma) and their younger daughters are the same ages as Monkey and Apple Juice so the girls were gone all weekend hanging out with their cousins. It was really nice just having Chubs and hanging out with the boys. It was crazy to sit there and think about how I have been around their family for 11 years, they are an awesome family and I love being around them! Grandma just had a stroke and is not doing well so if we do not get the house or it closes later than the 16 we might go up there again before xmas, Flyboy's aunt from Chicago will be in town so it would be nice to see her.
Then xmas day we plan on going down to see my aunt, uncle and grandma in ft meyers. I love going to my aunts it like a resort down there she lives on 3 acres with a pool (for us) and a pond for the dogs (as long as the big gators aren't around!!) Flyboy will be on leave and doesn't have to report anywhere until the middle of Jan so we are going to enjoy some time off after this school!
I finished my online classes and I will take my last calc test either next Wed or the Wed after (if I get a 79 on next wed I am done, otherwise I have to go to the final the week after!) I still haven't heard from UNF and they are not returning my calls so I am debating about school next semester. Part of me is telling me to go and another part of me is ready to give up, not completely but just to wait until Chubs is a little older and then I can go back. I am in debate about finding a job, not the Y but another part time job where I could work from like 9-2 so I can pay off the little bit I have in student loans before going back to school otherwise I will have to take more out and I just do not want to. I guess whatever is meant to be will happen. I could always go to the Navy College here on base and I would have a degree in Liberal Studies with an emphasis in Education and I would be done in June, which would be nice because then I could sub. I don't know I am starting to feel lost again, but I know the path always seems to show up when I stop looking for it!
Okay I am going to try and get another 20 min of sleep since Chubs is still on this get up at 330am kick and now she is finally back asleep on Phantom (he is really good at getting the girls to sleep!)!!