I hate the little stuff
I do on the other hand love the little things. Like yesterday Chubs learned that the world looks a lot cooler upside down and just kept checking out the view from inbetween her legs! She also learned how to say Boo today and kept running up to Supermom and I and saying BOO and laughing. Then picking up Apple Juice from school her teacher told me that when she asked her to switch her shoes to the right feet my child responded with I prefer them that way!! Those things are so worth it.
The whole keeping house and knowing everyones schedule and trying to be everything to 4 people that is getting old to me. I feel that anything I want has to be put on hold or I think of myself last. Normally that is okay, but I was trying to get a job at the Y, I got it. But I am already getting the runaround and I can tell that I am not going to enjoy this job WHATSOEVER and I still have school and we are still looking for a house. Not to mention Flyboy doesn't graduate until Dec 15, so I cannot ask him for anything. Although today he did switch and fold laundry and prepare dinner in his 45 min break. I really do love him. I just am frustrated that he wants me to take this job that I know I will hate! I am having a hard time calling the director to tell him I think you are an idoit and you can take this job and SHOVE IT! I know I need to. We do not NEED, NEED the money. We will need it once we move but that could be months away so I am not that concerned.
GRRR... the little stuff sucks butt and I am done with it. Now I am off to pretend that I understand this CALC crap that I am getting tested on tomorrow!!!
Okay I think I will crack open my mudslide tonight after dinner and pray that tomorrow is a better day and if not I will be finding someone who will get trashed with me!!
posted by water @ 4:18 PM
1 Comments:
I know what you mean! Sailor wants me to get a job, and while I'd like to get a job, it's not the most important thing to me. I want to get a job that I'll enjoy and that works with everyone's schedules. I don't want to put Princess in daycare. Sailor wants me to get a job, period. He doesn't seem to care if I'm going to enjoy this job. He doesn't seem to care where I work or how I make money, as long as I make money. How shallow is that?! I'm sure he's stressed because all of our financial burden has been on him for 4 years now. I haven't worked but a few months and most of that money was just my spending money. Anyway, my 6 month goal is to get a job...that I can at least tolerate. LOL
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