Supposively a month...

P-3 Navy is different and are pretty good with dates so Erik should be home a month from today. I hate hate HATE the last month it just seems to drag and the kids seem to behave worse. Now AJ has caught on to the whole I can be bad and then just say I miss my Daddy to try and get out of it. What is horrible is I am getting so tired of being alone I just don't even want to deal with them. I am but I know I have been letting them walk on me. Part of my feeling down I just stop caring about everything. In about 2-3 weeks when the real countdown is on then I will get all excited and my mood will be different but right now I could care less about my house, the kids, and school. Which I only have 2 more assignments and a test and I will be done for this semester. Next semester I am taking 4 classes God help me.
I have been feeling antisocial and isolated. I really haven't been talking to anyone. I haven't seen or heard from Stacy since Halloween. I sent out an email to about 5 people inviting them over for Julianna's bday next Sat and no one has replied. I just want her to have a few more people than her siblings to sing her happy birthday.
Julianna had a concussion from flying off of a tire swing last week. I got to feel like mom of the year when I didnt put her hitting her head and throwing up an hour later together until 6am when I realized she had been sleeping for 12 hours and it took me a full hour to get her to wake up. That was a scary morning of course by 11 when we finally saw a doc in the ER she was acting fine. She did great for her CAT scan and nothing was there and I got the whole if she throws up after hitting her head please bring her here right away. 6 hours in the ER with Julianna and Matthew was GREAT fun. They were actually pretty good it was just a LONG morning.
It looks like we are going to have to get Erik a new car. The camaro is just falling apart the drivers side door broke so now you cannot get out of the car from the inside without rolling down the windows and reaching out (the passanger side was broke when we got it). The motor only has 30,000 miles on it so we will try and sell it for that or at least pull out the motor and put it on the engine stand in the garage. I am just trying to figure out how we will afford 2 car payments, we will make it work, we always do.
Well another day of getting kids off to school.